trick or treat

hmm, today.. i came to school supposedly dressed as BASHFUL from snow white and the seven dwarfs. mariel was dopey. martin was grumpy. donita was sleepy. tad was happy. and i was bashful. sarah wasnt able to dress up as one and we didnt get jenny to be our 7th one. lunch was fun/funny! phoung was the little boy from the grudge. HOLY SHIIIT! scared the crap outta me! then started crawling on the grass, HILARIOUS! (= we recorded it so you'll see it soon.. maybe(x then watched the happening in history. the movies lame! not all that good, pretty gross tho! then after school. hung out, played with this stringy thingy. OH, peters costume was hella boss! a guitar! that was creative. theen, thao's fried rice was the bomb! so then i went home. took a nap! felt hella good :X i should take naps more often(; then my mom came home, and i went trick-or-treating with my little sister, mom, and brother. we dressed up except for my mom. my brother as the joker, sister as batgirl, and me as this navy chick. i miss my dad. i wish he missed us too.. )=

boo! (=

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN (=

ugh, im sleepy already. i did my project for spanish.. well, almost done. i think it looks pretty crappy. but my fault, PROCRASTINATED )=< jeez, whatta bad habit. but it looks alriite.. i just gotta finish. hmm, today gonna dress up as bashful! (= we changed our minds to the seven dwarfs.. LAST MINUTE! so maybe i can pull it off. it looks dumb though. oh well, ill just say i look like you(x just kidding! mkay so like im listening to aj rafael's songs right now. I SWEAR, from the time i got home till now, i've been listening to almost all his songs! he's freaking awesome! i love him, ahh! ahahh, but yeah. listen to him siing! go on youtube!
this one is funny! but loves it : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmICyoR427E
especially this(iloveit) :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvBScVuuhR8

aaron macaraeg, play and sing it for me(;

ps:
i<3myaaron!(=

venting o2.

so, we had that "family meeting" that one day.. i think it was monday? and my brother and i, basically found out a lot. we know whats going on, and almost everything. they didnt tell us EVERY detail, but its alriite. i dont really want to know every detail. so like, my parents are married.. not planning on getting a divorce or anything, and i wish it'll stay like that. but my dad isnt gonna be staying with us for awhile. yes, he is leaving but its just that they just need time away or something. but since we need a babysitter and stuff he'll be staying in our house from monday to thursday, then friday.. hes gonna be staying at concord with his other family until sunday night to come back and stay with us from mon-thur. but when hes here, he'll be sleeping in the living room. but you know, even though hes here still, i dont even get to see him. he comes home hella late, and im already sleeping. then i leave for school early in the morning, and hes still sleeping. and when i come home, hes already gone.. hes already at work. and before, the only time i would see him is of course weekends, but how am i supposed to see him now? if hes not even gonna be here. it sucks. but hopefully this change helps. because during our meeting, they were saying how they were so focused on us kids, they let their relationship fade. and now, they've just been arguing. it breaks my heart, because i thought they would be together forever! i know they will, just as soon as this heartbreak heals and everything is fixed. i hate seeing them fight, they think i dont notice.. they think i never see, they think i dont hear them. but i do. it hurts because i hate seeing them like this! i just hate it because i know that it'll just cause more problems in their relationship. and i know i have to be patient, because later in time, my mom and dad will still be there for eachother. still love eachother. still be together. they just need time apart, and hopefully this time away from eachother will make them see how much they need one another. hopefully it'll make them realize they love eachother more than one can imagine, and that they've been through so much together, and they always made it through together. and maybe this time away will just help make them closer. and help their relationship. because they're one of THE most important people in the world to me, they've been there for me. and i know they always will be. things will get better.. im praying that it will, and maybe, just maybe if i say that it will.. it might, just come true, and they will always be with eachother. i know they made one another very happy. and im pretty sure they still do. just beyond all these problems and all the pain and everything, they are very happy. im prettydangsureofit!!

you know what,

i really do like you.. alot. and i wont let anything stop me from liking you. because i do hear what people say, i can tell what people think, and yeah i hear a lot of things, i see a lot too. i know what goes on and sometimes it hurts. but then, i try not to care. i learned not to care what other people think. i have other friends, and i dont need those shit-talkers who think they're all that.. but you know, whatever makes you happy i'll understand. but just the thought of knowing your mine just makes things a little better and makes me happy.

btw, kristine nicole mamaril is cuuute (;
i love you ate nicole! -ading j.

the past couple days.

october 28, 2008

eh, soo much going on in my life. i hate knowing whats gonna happen next. i hate how this is turning out. i hope that nothing changes though. i hope that things will eventually get fixed. maybe this time away will just help fix everything. i love my dad, i hope he knows that! i hope that things get fixed.

sooo today i walked to school again. it was pretty dark, but not like yesterday! i'm soooo sleepy. and hungry! ughh, well anyways school was alriite, annnd what a good way to start a day with laughing!(= i laughed in like every period! in english, watched this movie dragonfly. suspense movie! kinda makes you jump in a couple scenes =X i missed like one of the best parts cause Thach's head was in the way )= then p.e, played volleyball.. gonna have testing on thursday. 10 bumps, 10 sets, and maybe on our serving. (i cant serve underhand! only overhand, and we mite be tested on underhand serves "/) then spanish, i gotta make my skeleton, due tomorrow. i gotta make this graveyard/tombstone thingy due friday. OH YEAH, I NEEDA BUY FABRIC FOR MY COSTUME D: ah, what the feez maan! ugh, whatever. uh then biology.. looked at stuff under a microscope. geometry, took a test. sooo tired! but thao kept making me laugh, and i laughed myself to sleep. then during lunch, went to L11 for the FSU meeting. DE JESUS FTW! woot woot(= and then we got our tribe thingamabober. ima TRY to steal for a point to go towards DE JESUS(; then history, a counselor came in to talk to us about our future. and our requirements to graduate, get into a college, get into a university college, and stuff like that. then after school.. freaking eric maaan! ahahah, hilarious! cracks me up(= ahah, idk. we were talking bout something, and he said "i dont like poop, thats why i flush it down the toilet..." hahahahh! whooo, laughed so much i almost cried. then freakin Alex Phi! jeez, you are hilarious too! looove you giirl. annd to the ones that said they got my back, ahah.. i love you too! liike, nicoleM., kathyL., kelliC., and the other ones(; ahahh.. so yeah. uhh i dont know what i should say to her, but if anything.. thanks. i know who to turn to. then i went to target with aj, and kristine. then went home, walked with kristine and talked about things(; hahah, too personal though. but it was cool.



october 27, 2008

second time walking to school. i actually liked it, better then the first time i ever walked to creek! buuut it was still hella dark! well, anyways.. family problems. vented out. i knew parts of the situation, and then we had like a "family meeting" and then know i basically know everything. i know why it happened. well basically why. now i know whats gonna happen. and before, i knew but i was still somewhat clueless. but not anymore. annd yeah.


october 26, 2008

stayed home, went to church, went to denny's, went home. things happened. things i wouldnt expect to happen. just hurtful things. ),= and thats all i can say.



october 25, 2008 not much interesting things happen, just heard stuff. found out a lot! "/



october 24, 2008

Aaron Macaraeg(=

venting o1.

this is one of the fewest longest blogs i will ever write, if you wanna read it.. go ahead. this is just me venting out whats going on in my life. and all the crap im going through rite now. dont have to read it.. if you want to, i really dont care. this is just me letting out almost everything thats in me at this point.


ok, sooo i really dont know if i should blog about this since like people can read this. but this is like a way i can vent. there are a couple people i can vent to but i can't let out everything to them. so anyways.. the weekend wasn't all that good. saturday woke up pretty late. stayed home. and my mom kinda told my brother and i a couple things i wouldnt expect hearing. so right now, my parents arent really married anymore. they dont wear their wedding ring, they always argue, and they were already in a fight awhile back. but to me, i thought they fixed everything. i thought all their problems just went away. i thought that everything would be ok. you see this happened not to long ago, but not recently. they were in a fight, and my mom really needed someone to talk to. and of course she went to me. at first i kinda knew where it was going and i knew they were in a fight but i didnt want to know the whole situation. i knew she needed someone. someone she should be able to turn to, me. but unfortunately i wasnt there for her. not at first. i just wasnt ready to handle the truth. i didnt want to deal with the pain. i thought that if i didnt know what was going on, it wouldnt affect me as much. i felt like i wouldnt get hurt. i didnt realize, that my mom had all the pain. even if it didnt show. i started realizing, that my mom would always be there for me and i should ALWAYS be there for her. no matter what. and i knew she needed to vent to someone. and so the second time she came to me, i just listened. i tried so hard to hold in the tears. because what i heard, i couldnt take it! it hurt so much. my mom started asking me, if i wanted them to get a divorce. and right now, the dad i live with.. is my step dad. but i love him so much as if he was my biological dad. he has been there for me ever since i was 7. my actual biological dad and mom got a divorce when i was about 4? and he left. he was out of my life. and my dad now, came into my life. he practically raised me. and then my mom telling me that they mite get a divorce. and like them being just friends and marriage is nothing but a word to them, because yeah they were married. but just friends. UGH, IM VENTING ON A BLOG..WOOW! im soo lame =X, well anyways. and hearing all that, just gave me a feeling..hard to explain. but it hurt. then after awhile, they acted like they were married again, acted more than just friends. so i thought of course, PHEW everythings alriight. all up until saturday afternoon. october 26, 2008. so my dad was at his school and like me, my mom, and my brother were in the kitchen cleaning up. and my mom ends up saying get ready, when your dad comes we are going fishing. and i was like UGH, FIIISHING? whhhhyy!? and then yaknow, my mom answered like you know what, dont complain, we are having so much problems right now. then it was just hella quiet. then she said, if you dont believe me ask your dad. and i thought she meant about the fishing, but she continued, ask him what he's planning to do, ask him if he's planning to leave and go back to concord and live with his family. and he should be able to give you guys a straight up answer. of course, im HELLA shocked to hear this! then we were all just quiet and went back to our room doing whatever we wanted. im like pretty dang emotional and i go to my room and start crying. but quietly =X i didnt want my mom to hear me. then sunday came. around 730ish pm, went to church after church went to dennys, and my parents were talking. i acted like i wasnt easedropping. but i was. i over heard my mom saying i cant be the one to tell them, you should. then they started talking in tagalog(filipino language) i understood them, but hard to put into english words. and my dad said something like, no i wont. not now, not until the end of time or something like that.. idk it was in tagalog. and then my mom replied, so what.. your just gonna wait. the longer you wait, the harder its gonna be for them. UGH, i knew what they were talking about the minute i heard that. again, i wanted to cry.. but i held it in. we went home. and just went into our rooms. me and my sister to ours, brother to his, parents into theirs. it was like almost 1ish, and then my mom yells out, GUYS' WALK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. i go out, and ask wait what? then i see her putting on her shoes. so in my head im like what the?! and she repeats, just walk to school tomorrow. then im like WHERE YOU GOING? and she goes, im leaving. just walk to school kay?! and when my mom said that im like omg, no! dont tell me your leaving! so i asked again, where you going!!!!! and shes like, i-i- im going to work! im like, work? and she says, yes! just walk to school tomorrow. im like, uuh .. ok. bye mom. and i go to my room, i cant help but burst into tears!! first person i turn to, meilani! she tells me i should go find out whats going on, but again. i cant. i cant take the pain. i just cant handle it. but after awhile, she tells me again to go find out. and i tell her, the only person i would go and ask is my mom now. i cant talk to my dad. not when i know whats going to happen! but at that point, its only my dad thats home. my mom left. supposedly for work. i dont know why, because she doesnt work at like 1 in the morning!!! so anyways i didnt get to find out, i basically knew whats going on. annd i didnt even get to finish homework. i didnt get enough sleep. i stayed up thinking. and i felt so baad! i was crying in front of my little sister, and shes 4. and i felt so bad cause she sees me and shes wondering why im crying. i cant tell her whats going on, she doesnt even understand yet. she falls asleep, and all i think about is.. i cant believe my dad will actually leave. but you know, if thats what my mom wants, and thats what can make her happy again. i guess i wouldnt mind as much, because all the hurt and pain my mom has been through, would just leave. it wouldnt completly go away, itd leave a mark, but thats all it can do. and if my dad wants to leave, then he should cause there isnt a point of him staying here if he doesnt want to. besides, my mom still has us.. her 3 kids. that'll be there for her forever. but i cant imagine my sister growing up without a father. my brother and i did, but for awhile. until my step dad came. he was my dad! and i could never forget him. even if he leaves. i do love him and i dont want him to go. but yaknow.. if he wants to leave. i cant stop him, it just wouldnt be as right. but whatever he decides on doing, i dont want him to apologize for anything, i dont want him to say anything to us before he leaves. because it'll only hurt more. and if he plans on it. why wait, he should know it'll only be more painful and harder to get the feeling away. but if he stays, i want everything to just go away. all these problems, all the feelings, all the hurt and pain, everything! i just want it to go away. and maybe, just start new again. i love my family! nothing means more to me than them! they are everything to me! ugh, this blog just made me cry again guys' but im glad almost everything is off my chest. and its just a little easier for me. but, i guess im just gonna have to wait and see what happens next. and everything happens for a reason. and maybe, this is for the better. the truth, i really hate how my life is right now. i hate everything thats happening to my family. it sucks! no one should go through this! no one, especially my brother and sister!



how it used to be. how i wish it would always be. but i cant have everything. and this might just be one of those things. "/

and you, take me the way i am(=

take me the way i am-ingrid michaelson.mp3.

high school musical 3 comes out tomorrow!!! ahhh! whooo, i wanna watch it! anyone wanna come?(; ahha. kidding. but i seriously do wanna watch it. (= for those who dont. whatever you guys suck.
sooo, i went to school. yes, i was late. got my R.A.A.P. form filled out and signed. waiting for aaron to get his signed then, so we can turn it in. for halloween, mariel, donita, martin, tad, sarah sok and i are gonna be a group thing. we are all gonna dress up as disney villains! whooo, no one better not take our idea o_O i think this will be fun. hmm, next week.. pot luck for history. party for spanish. uh, idk about the other classes. WHOOO, for history no homework, no assignments the whole next week. just gonna be talking about our potluck! and yeah (= for spanish, we gotta dress up. if not we cant go to class. WTF riite?? whatevers. im kinda scared to go to class though. i have a feeling alvarez is gonna scare us again like last year. last year he dressed up and stood by the door from the inside. and his room was hella dark. i knew it too, but once i walked in AH! he made me scream D: hahah, but it was funny afterwards. OMG, like this one video.. its hilarious. but i felt bad. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPsNi1k8Df4 but fast forward to like 2:45. ahhah, its funny.
rowdy ruff was today again. seniors against sophomores. seniors won. oh well WOOT WOOT, go ohnine(= i have a test tomorrow, craaaaap )= im scared. its gonna be hard, i already know "/

i'm yooours!

kapamilya sang that song together today (=
>donita on ukulele<

wednesday: october 22, 2008.

today was one of the coolest days this month! so it started off alriite. i WASNT late to first. minimum day. rowdy ruff, freshmen against seniors. seniors lost. freshmen won. buuut it was sooo TENSE! omg, i was hella screaming! i ended up on the floor, rooting for seniors! i cheered for freshmen too, but i wanted seniors to win. not hatin'! well anyways. i finally got my notebook checked for geometry. but i was like mad and laughing and happy at the same time. i got into class like a second after the bell rang, and i bet i got an hour ): theeeeeen, i was hella talking at our table and f'ing JACKSON put me on blast for not following directions, when everyone else in class wasnt on task either )=< ASS! theeeeen, the cussing game i'm playing with at our table, i got like two more tallies D: so i have like 6 or 7, and arturo still has 5. suuucks! he's actually doing pretty good with this. and then eric hella got thao! PAHAHAH! then history, took a test. not that bad. pretty easy. then after 7th... FSU! WOOT WOOT! team, de jesus. did a scavenger hunt! hella fun. pretty crazy! aiming for first, sadly got second. but its alrite! it was hella fun! thats all i gotta say. after fsu, walked home. ate ice cream! (=

im tired. gotta do homework still.

1:44am; wednesday.

for some reason, im not sleepy yet. i'm tired, but not ready to sleep. i'll eventually sleep. so i thought might as well blog. i made brownies and they taste..SCRUMPCIOUS! idk, if i spelled that right. (= so anyways, i just finished writing 3 letters to people. i have one done that i still need to give. so i have 4 finished letters. well just 3, the other one is a notebook mariel and i just pass back and fourth with eachother. today, wednesday is minimum day. i dont know what im going to wear. theres a FSU scavenger hunt today. i hope we have a blast (; they said that dont be afraid to get wet or something. so im guessing theres a possibility we are gonna get wet. but yeah, i dont mind. hahah. UGHH! I LOST MY LORD OF THE FLIES BOOK! so i can barely read it! )=< annnd this friday we have a test on chapters 1-8! what the h-e-double hockey sticks maaaan"/

"baby you simply amaze me"

"its so crazy, baby you simply amaze me..... you are the cure cause i've been diagnosed with love" -diagnosed with love by chris brown.

that song is in my head(=
haha, so anyways.. today was another good day. late for 1st again. played volleyball for p.e. no test today for spanish. but theres one tomorrow "/.. oh wells. for break, went to fsu meeting in L11. for geometry, i got like 3 more tally marks for cussing )=< grrr.. its a game i play with at our table. so far, eric pham is winning! arturo is losing! but im like soo close, he has like 5 and i have 4. during lunch went to the gym to watch the rowdy ruff. juniors against sophomores. juniors won. but its alriite. we did good! after school. waited in the front. then liquor store. then walked home. im sooo tired! i wanna take a nap (= buut i gotta cook rice first.

--MARTIN MENDIOLA, YOU ARE SOOOOO LAME! hahah, call just to say bigego is funny! hahahahahahah, lame-o! just kidding, good job today bub!
ERICK CAMPOS, write in our notebook already!
MARIEL MACKAY, hurry! we gotta decide on what we're gonna dress up as!

daaaarn

no more homecoming practice "/ hhaha, i have no life! its so boring. well anyways today. i was late to first, as always. no surprise there. uh, did relays for pe. put nailpolish on a leaf for biology. basically had free time in history. after 6th, walked aaron as usual. haha, i made him a letter. then after i went to the front. hung out with mariel. 7th got out and mariel gave my brother and i a ride home. got home and took a nap! aaah, felt good! theen my dad took my sister to her ballet class and then my brother went to basketball tryouts and i was home alone! D: i hate being home alone. but sometimes its fun cause i can sing as loud as i want without anyone caring. (= hahah, then my parents came home. and my brother is still not here. i think he's gonna come like a little past 10. so yeah. finished homework. just gotta study now.

so far, the past weeks have been good days. (;

siiigh.

i dont know anymore. im confused now. and whats up with this! i moved on thinking you moved on too, especially with a fact i cant say at this moment, but yah. i dont admit it but yeah, you did hurt me. but i moved on, and i got over you. i fell for you, got back up without your help. and im starting to fall for someone else. and i really do like this person. but i really dont know what to do anymore. i dont know what to believe. i really like you, but do you feel the same. i'll just pray that this isnt just a game you like to play.

;D

friday: october 17,2008
homecoming day! went home got ready, put on my dress curled my hair.. and went to school at like 430-ish. practiced then went to the track. then baaam! show timee. next was results! overall// 4th place, freshmen : wafu! 3rd place, juniors : italian! 2nd place, SOPHOMORES : caesar! 1st place, SENIORS : THOUSAND ISLAND! after homecoming non-fire, cleaned up and most sophomores, walked to bakers square and had dinner there. good times! but now, no more homecoming practice! )= oh well, wait till fantastics! ;D

saturday: october 18,2008
homecoming dance: the heart of the ocean
went to school at 630. dance didnt start till 730! i was there an hour early cause my parents had to go to the airport! my grandma left for philippines! ); i didnt even get to say bye. sooo, i went to the dance. slow danced with aaron. then matthew, was telling people things. and they all wanted me to dance with aaron. but we didnt. we sat down instead. i elbowed him on accident. then he tickled me )=< haha, the dance ended. went home. went back out and bought wendys. back home. then nite nite. (=

excited much?

juniors and seniors skits were pretty cool. tomorrow homecoming non-fire! ahhh D: im nervous! to much things gonna be going on at that time. gotta get dressed hella fast! hopefully its not as cold as last year, im wearing two different dresses throughout the nite. im excited though. it feels like a sugar rush at this moment. i cant wait to re-live tuesday and so much more. i love homecoming/fantastics/battle of the tribes, and all the other events at school. well anyways. come out to watch us one last time. wanna go, tickets sold at the door for $9. good luck to other classes. LOVIN' ELEVEN!

i have so much things on my mind i just cant let out. but some things i did get to vent. thanks philip. we are going through the same shit right now! too bad you cant go to the homecoming non-fire. wish you could've. oh wells, good luck with your game! oh, and having a venting session with erick the other day was nice too. venting sessions are really fun. it removes most of the stress. well, thanks guys'.

(inside joke) -SHET(;
hahah! martin you are hilarious, that was hella homo!

ouch!

today was minimum day. saw the asb skit during lunch. voted for the duke and dutchess thing also. kenny went to the hospital today! )= got a BIIG boo-boo. but he feels a little better then awhile ago. poor thing, i felt like crying ahaha. yes im emotional(at times). well anyways, after school went to tapioca express with martin, tad, and mariel. after went to the L quad for homecoming practice. at first didnt do much, then aaron called and i went to get my book from him in the bus loading zone. stayed with him for awhile until his mom came. annd i saw rebecca today. someone bumped my head with theirs(; , ouch. ahhah, then went to practice. did run throughs backwards. then after waited in the front with erick, justin, stephanie, brandon, and other people. then aj and i walked home. then went to eastridge to buy him shoes for this friday. theeeeeen! he elbowed me on my top lip )= for shot gun! wtf riite?! i know. it hurts "/. well, im tired. im finally about to sleep early, hopefully i wake up early too. and hopefully i did my homework already. dont remember. alriite. nitey-nite.


"love is like quicksand. the deeper you fall, the harder it is to get out."

wsup then(=

homecoming skits today. the freshmen performed first, then us sophomores. freshmens did good. i think we did pretty good. i hope we did pretty good. i hope i did pretty good(= haha, it was a little embarassing but hey, it was exciting! sucks how i wore flats, and it was hella muddy )= got mud all over my feet! OOOOH, heey..go to the one on friday night also. we perform one last time! btw, tomorrow! voting is in the quad during lunch time! vote Jozielyn Balceta for the Dutchess, and Matthew Nguyen for the Dutch. if not, whatevers. its alrite. hahah. im sooooo tired "/ thank god no practice today! hung out with Lihz, Jann, and Mariel. ahhah, some bird took a shit on "wet cheeks" foot (x ahahhah, hilarious! then chilled in leadership and walked home. this whole week for dinner gonna go to my grandmas, cause this saturday she's leaving for philippines )= and idk when ima see her again! "/
welps, gotta do my homework now.. gotta focus more on school. idk, i cant really help myself though. always on my mind! (;

BAHAHAH!

kenny walked into a pole, HAHAHHA.. ouch for him. funny for me(= caught it sorta on camera. well, in a way. just ask kenny to see the video. hahha! today during lunch, had the homecoming court rally. pretty funny! matthew nguyen does not know how to put make-up on )=<
homecoming, is kinda making me siick of people. i guess cause i see em every single day at practice, i see how they really are. and sometimes it just annoys me. i dont know why. liike peoples voices, or how they act. buut then again, homecoming also makes me love people. not just get annoyed, but thanks to homecoming, i hang out with a few people now. and i see now that i can trust them. i wish friendships never faded! "/


i need to get more focused on school, i want my grades to go higher. i say no more distractions! but that doesnt help, so for now i'll just make my mind focus on more of the important things in school. haha(;

lalala..

DAAAANG, I never sleep early “/ grr.. its all cause of homework. But then again its partially my fault cause I procrastinate. Anyways, today was different. After school I went to take my tests. Hopefully I did better. I didn’t hang out with mariel, martin, and sarah. i guess tad replaced me since he went and i couldnt. Ahahh, so I took my test. After went to leadership. Left my stuff there then went to the donut store. By myself. Hahha, I felt weird walking alone to that store. But whatevers, then I walked back, went to practice. It was fun. acted out the skit for fun, but not the actual one. just one similar. did formations for forever. Reviewed half the time, mostly fooled around. (x hahah. Turned in my cans for homecoming court. Typed up my questionnaire, and just finished. btw...VOTE MATTHEW NGUYEN and JOZIELYN BALCETA for your c/o 2011 HOMECOMING COURT(; ! ugh, Im hella sleepy now!!!! Well, TGIF! Thank God Its Friday(=

OH MY (=

"m&m&m&m all J! (= " these are the two favorite people i enjoy hanging out with after school, they are like my bestfriends. one of the fewest true friends i will probably ever meet. i love them to the max, no doubt! they are THE best. even though martin mendiola can be a big pain in the butt! and the biggest jerk to me, buut i know hes only messing around. hes a real friend! Mariel as well, ive known her since the beginning of 7th grade. i can talk to her about anything! and tell her everything!




(right to left) martin mendiola, mariel mackay, sarah sok, me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIEL MACKAY! hope you liked your cake we worked so hard on making (;


SO the four of us went to eat out at Yummy buffet. "gangster dump(;" then after, went to quad practice. saw Philip and Elven. learned just dance, and worked on formations. got a ride home,THAAANKS again(=

kay, im sleepy and i still have to study for my tests tomorrow. craap! tomorrows a busy day "/ oh wells.

LAME

my grades are dropping D: i needa raise em up!! UGH! i hate homework! hm, so i got a 50/100 on Mitchell's test "/! hella lame! 4th period is one of my favorite class. played a game, involved flicking. ahhah! it was funny. after 6th walked aaron, HE WASNT LATE! annd he held my book for me(; ahah. then i went to target with mariel, martin, and sarah.talked about wierd things. things i would never expect to talk about with them. ahah, theeen tomorrow is mariels birthday. we planned to make a collage, but i was right. it wasnt gonna happen. instead the four of us are eating at yummy buffet. went to homecoming practice. did recordings. i was HELLA nervous. you dont even know. i hope it turns out alrite. the skit is pretty good. i like it. homecoming practice ended at 630. met up with aj and aaron at the bus loading zone. i got a piggy back ride! then walked home. then went to grandmas house to pick up my sister. took a nap, went back home. annd started on my homework. but i gotta finish. so yeaah. LATES!

WOOO!

today was alriite. hung out with mariel and martin and paullyn and my brother at target. martin and i walked around, tried looking for a gift for mariel. since her birthday is on WEDNESDAY! craaap, we had an idea. buuut i doubt its gonna come through. went to homecoming practice. helped out with costumes. WOOT WOOT! im CLEOPATRA(; in our skit! and my costume is supposedly different then everyone elses. then i waited for the freshmen quad practice to end with matthew. waited for my brother. waited until 8! and it was freaking hella COLD! with no jacket "/. saw ericka tinsley and jasmine lopez. well, overall the day was ok, slept in history class. failed my bio test )=. got 7:45 on the mile. bs'd my LOF test. mmk. thats all. bye now.

ahh, its late!

so its late, and im sleepy! im the only one awake at my house.. and its pretty quiet. i just finished doing my homework. HELLA PROCRASTINATED. shouldve done it saturday. i stayed home the whole day, and did nothing but laundry. so anyways, i went to church and it ended at liike 9. usually, my family and i would go all the way to san francisco and have dinner there, but since i still had homework we went to daly city. still hella far, but its closer than san francisco. we ate at this place called ling nam? and its a filipino restaurant. well, they serve filipino food, the workers are filipino, people who were eating there were filipino, but the name doesnt sound filipino! oh wells. whatevers. ugh, im full still. i ate siopao, kare-kare, rice, longonisa, fish, and thats it. theen we went home and i did mitchells take home test. i hope i pass D: then i did spanish2 homework for alvarez. i wonder if i have english homework. yikes! hmm, schools tomorrow. im running, i think the mile, for p.e., 2nd period! ugh! 1st period english2 is fun. the people in that class start my day, i swear im always laughing in that class. 2nd period, p.e. its alriite. 3rd period, spanish2. i talk to cathy a lot in that class. mr. alvarez is a good teacher, but kinda wierd! walks around bare foot xP yuck! haha, uh then break. then 4th period, bio w/ mr. mendoza. doesnt teach much! but its all good, easy A. 5th period geo. w/ jackson. BOOO! we talk to much in that class, george got moved to another seat. idk, it just seems wierd with one person gone from our side. then lunch. then 6th period world history. ms. mitchell, i hope i pass the test!! then schools over for me. buut i walk aaron to his 7th period. ahha, i made him late last time. MY BAD. hahha. then mariel, martin, and i (the tres amigos) usually hang out till homecoming practicee. and thats probably my day for today. hope it turns out better than it sounds. woow! this is pretty long. well, its late. its liike 2:30 am! gooooooodmorning(= time for me to sleep.

october 5

UGH! im soooo tired )= i woke up at 10:30am. got ready to go to the 2011 carwash. it was pretty fun! i got hella wet tho! THANKS TO JANN ):< haha, but its alrite. i got her back. so when i got there, there was donuts! wooot! annd then like 5 minutes later, my mom comes with PIZZA! (=
hmm, i advertised first. then i washed cars. we washed small cars and GIGANTIC TRUCKS ! boy, am i pooped! ANNNND i still have homework to do "/ ! i need to do ms. mitchells take home test D: its worth 45% of our grade, and theres only ONE right answer! shes a cool teacher, just to much homework! hmm, im hungry! i didnt eat much today. why? cause i WORKED all day on washing DIRTY cars! hhahah, and at the end of the day.. my shirt was wet, but it dried up a bit. and made a happy face (x ahhaha! just had to be there. mmk, ima get ready for church now. bye.