OOOOOMYGAAAAH!

WOW! i dont know whats going on with my dad. buuut, he cancelled all of our cell phone accounts. so now, me, and my mom dont have a cell phone. well, we do. but it doesn't work. so, dont call or text me. cause i won't receive it. i'm so mad/sad. AGHHH! )=<

what a jerk !

I HATE MY DAD! he's hurt us in so many ways possible! and i guess that just wasn't enough for him! yes i miss him, yes i love him. but why?! why does he have to go any further?! I HATE HIM! i hate what he's done. ESPECIALLY to my mom! i swear, if only you saw her right now. you'd cry too. after everything shes been through. and everything, my dad has done to us, AND TO HER! he just had to keep going! well, hope your happy! you've hurt us as much as possible already. there really isnt anything else you can do to top off what you've done. annnd! even though you did so much hurtful things. we loved you. we still do, and always will. but at this moment. you mean nothing to us. we loved you, and we would never have imagined what you've done to us. you've done many things, but what you just did, CROSSED THE LINE!

thursday

hm, so first day of lent. i decided to give up profanity, soda, meat, and iminlikewithyou.com, why? because ive noticed i cuss a lot. i drink soda alot too. annnd, i love iminlikewithyou.com and i'm always on it. meat, because we really aren't supposed to eat any. so, my mom told me if i were to give something up, to give up something that i always do, or love. and i was so close of giving up oranges. but i always eat that. so i can't. giving up iminlikewithyou.com is gonna be so hard to do. FORTY DAYS! its all good.

kay, so today. was pretty wierd. i woke up an hour after my alarm clock time. i set it to 5:50am. but i ended up waking up at like 6:45. but i wasnt late. so its ok. uhm, english 2 was sorta boring. p.e. did a hand/head stand. spanish 2 took an exam. HOPEFULLY i passed. at least with a B. biology, flew our birds. geometry, took a test.. OMG, then all of a sudden, my nose starts running like crazy! i thought it was just cause im sick, so like i kept sniffing it back up, then i like used the back of my hand and wiped it, then when i looked there was blood! so i had a bloody nose. i thought it was crazy. i never had a bloody nose in school, or during this time of year before. the last time i got one, was probably like 3 years ago.. and during summer time. so yeaaah. idk. but it was wierd. i had one last night too. and then i started coughing like crazy too, and then i was thinking like, what if i start coughing out blood. then i thought of the story meilani told me about her friends dad coughing out blood, and then he died. then i was like, NOOOO! I DONT WANNA DIE D: like seriously though, i was hella thinking like.. ima cough out blood, and im going to die. then martin had a dream that i died -___- oh, fantastics saturday.. GO! annnnd, TELL PEOPLE TO GO TOO! orrr, TAKE THEM! its going to be at the civic auditorium, at like 630 pm. tickets at the door is $10. go go go!

k,

fantastics is almost here! this saturday! HOLY SHIIIIITAKE, i still needa learn, uhm.. 4 more dances D: and i dont even know the skit, and im the little girl. oh boy! got to choose our classes for next year. and i pretty much know what i wanna become when im older. im gonna be studying medicine, so that i can become a pediatrician, or a nurse.. but i want to be a pediatrician. but who knows, i might change my mind from now till i graduate. im gonna be taking summer school, cause i did not learn ANYTHING in geometry. and so i can take algebra 2 junior year. and my mom wants me to take safety education.. aka, drivers ed. so i put that down for one of my electives. welps, gotta finish history homework. k, byeeee


gooooodnight

gooooooodmorning

its almost 11. and im so TIRED! didnt sleep till like 3 something. -_______- my mom woke me up at like 945ish. ugh, im still tired! we are here in fairfield. i procrastinated once again. and now i have hella homework to do -___- HAHA, oh wells. since when do i NOT procrastinate ^-^ ahha, i should stop that habit, though. well, gonna go to church soon. so gotta get dressed. oh jeez, its raining here! well, GOODMORNING(= have a good day!

i'm,

TIRED -_______-

woke up at like 9, had to get my sister ready for her doctors appointment. how sad, she had to get a shot. well i think it was called a T shot? idk, but then my sister was scared, so she moved around.. A LOT! and then the doctor didnt get the needle in the right place, so they poked my sister like 3 times in the arm until they got it right. we had to pin her down on the bed. it was sad. my brother got 2 new glasses. that cost like 100, and then the ones that i have were 200 for that ONE pair -___- annd sadly, i think i lost it! )= my aunt is gonna come soon, and give my brother her computer. so now, he gets his own. the day went by pretty fast today. well to me it did. i should get started on my homework.

chocolate

yuuum! i probably have cavities now, from eating too much!

i've been eating dove chocolate this whole daaay! & now, there's no more ); but i just love what it says on the wrappers. heres one,

okaaay,

so today, i like bonded with my brother and sister. my brother and i played rockband. and then my sister and i made a house outta pillows and blankets, and the couches in the livingroom. ate pancit canton, and left over adobo. watched tv. ABDC. youtubed. watched nigahiga videos. they aren't as funny anymore.. and watched the pcn skit, homecoming skits, and this one break dancing battle thingy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xig7pM_rWQI&feature=related annd yeah. 7:50 was funny! well if you saw it in person, ahah! i thought it was funny HAHA! uhm, played games with donita and jenny on iminlikewithyou.com
haha, it was fun. jenny lost, so now she has to make her cousins breakfast..

so my dad is sick, and everyone who lives with him is sick. they all have the flu -___- so im not going to his house this weekend. uhm, so new plans this weekend.. i have no idea what im doing ahahah! ima cut it here. NIIIGHT

blaaaah..

procrastinating agaaaain )=< but i can't help myself. its break! who wants to do homework during the break? ugh! i have a lot to do, so i guess i should get started, right? mmmm, maybe soon i will(; haha! so far break has been kinda boring? i thought i was going to fairfield tonight.. but i guess im not -______- going to my dads this weekend. hm, balls invited me to watch a movie with other people for his birthday on saturday.. should i go? i don't even know if i can. ahah! my dad lives in fremont! thats far from here! well, my dad might not be willing to drop me off, so i dont know if im going yet. but i said i would try, so yeaaah. i'm still thinking about it. ahah, i don't even know whos going.

so like today i woke up at like 8am. my mom wanted me to go to her room and watch my sister since she went to work. so i stayed in her room. i couldnt go back to sleep, so i just watched tv. ate. bagels, cereal, chicken adobo(= then when my sister woke up, she asked me for milk, but i was too lazy to get up so i pretended i was asleep. and i actually fell asleep. HAHAH! so i ended up going to sleep around 10am, and i woke up at like 1. HAHA!

baby piicture

daaaaaang, look at this! we're sooo little, and young. ahha! this was when we got along... (=
more in my other blog: jozielyn.blogspot.com <-- but thats like my sad blogs "/

FINAAAAALLY!

my computer is fixed! and i can use the internet again! haha, i havent been on the internet in my room for the longest time! like a month?! haha, but i've been on at other peoples house. today is febuary 14, 2009 annnd its valentine's day! soo,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

hm, i miss my dad! my sister misses him a lot too! winter break this week. maybe going to fairfield tonight. baby shower tomorrow. cousins might come over on monday. don't know until when if they do. nicole gave me a letter like two days ago, and i lost it -_____- the same day i got it too! jeez, i don't really remember what it said but i know what it was about, and hopefully no one finds it. i lost it at target! where ashley lost our notebook! )=< gaaaah, there was so many f-in' secrets in that notebook too! since freshmen year! )=< annd like we talked about so much things in there. JEEZ, i hope its in the garbage so no one can read it (; haha! if the notebook between mariel and i ever got lost, or if people started reading it, that would suck big time! we write hella shit and hella secrets in there! we'd die if it ever got lost .. haha!! and then i bet erick campos lost the "sex partners for life" notebook. there was like only 8 pages in there that we wrote on, and each one had hella smack in there! secrets! shit! and drawings... ugh, haha! oh wells.

i guess thats all for now? haha, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <3

paarty! (;

I'M AT CHINSY'S HOUSE! aka mariel mackay! lets see who's here! danielle, jenny, paullyn, philip, richard, jackie, my brother, annnd martin. hhah! jackie wong fell asleep. so we drew on his face(danielle, paullyn, mariel, and me). watched part of step brothers. now playing rockband!

whaaaat a day today. eric phams last day of his scavenger hunt birthday. i was second to the last person. it hailed during lunch. hit my eye )= my-linh pham asked me to be her valentine! pahahah! after school, ran to the u quad to see a fight. too bad it didnt happen -____- ! so mariel, martin, aj, and i went to paullyn's house. ate hot dogs. ketchup on martins face!! went to hollywood video afterwards. went to the busloop met up with jenny, jackie, and richard. then waited for mariels mom. about to go home soon. LAAAATE!

wow, hella awkward now or what?!

valentines day tomorrow!

errrg

awhhhh, great! im sick now ): thanks to yesterday. staying outside in the morning, in the cold! ugh, oh wells whatever. gotta do my essay! D: i havent even finished one page! and it needs to be 2-3 pages. ugh! mmk, byes(: