wow, this hurts !

(this is on my other blogs too)

to know you for so long, then all of sudden your gonna stab me in the back and talk smack! you dont know how much i fucking hate you right now! i swear, i dont even wanna talk to you anymore. how can you even have the nerve to talk shit about me behind my back. hella two face right there! youd say one thing about me, and then all of sudden come to me and act like you didnt just talk shit. wooow! im still so surprised you actually would do something like that. we were supposed to be sisters. friends. bestfriends even. you hella just lost MY trust about you. everything you do, i wonder now if its all fake. just cause you wanna try and fit in. fuck! once i found out what you said about me, i dont even wanna talk to you. i never trusted you. and now you wonder why you’re always the last person to find out. the last person to know. well now, you’re never gonna know. at least not from me. you really have no right talking shit about people behind their backs. its not even all about me. you were told so many secrets. but you end up telling the world! and you say that i have a big fucking mouth. that i talk so much shit. that i cant and shouldnt be trusted. well guess what! you’re the one with a big ass mouth. youre the one that talks HELLA shit. youre the one that shouldnt and CANT be trusted! you were supposed to be there for me. no matter what. we called each other sisters. we’ve known eachother for how long. then all of a sudden your gonna talk shit. fuck that! i dont wanna deal with your ass anymore. after i had that talk with someone, you’ve been really getting on my nerves. i just hold it in, cause you were like a sister to me. and to fucking say that we do everything together! fuck that! you talked shit about me. shit thats not even true. and when i talk about someone, its the truth. PLUS, its not even a secret. but with you. alls you can tell is lies! alls you can do is spread everyones secret around, so that every single person knows. UGH! i really am disappointed in you. not only disappointed, but i have a feeling, i hate you. cause honestly, it really does hurt.. to find out that you just talked about me behind my back. how am i supposed to react to that? and you expect me to go to you and tell you things, when you dont even go to me. well, newsflash! i dont go to you, because you HAVE THE BIGGEST MOUTH IN THE FUCKING WORLD! tell me one secret that you’ve never told to ANYONE! i bet you, there isnt any. i could never trust you. i could never tell you things. youd blab it out. youd make a big deal out of it. and youd always want to be the center of attention. no offense. i love you and all, but right now, im really mad at you, & i hate you cause of this!!

well, better than yesterday

so i say today was a little better than yesterday. a single word can change things, and i guess it changed my day today. thank you! really, thanks! (= i thought, things were gonna stay different. and i dont think id like that. ahahh! wahtever. a word from you is a start. haha, cause yesterday. UGH! )< fun day somewhat, but not all that great.i have so much shit i needa finish.
LAAATE

little rascals!

omg, i remember this. cuuuute!

whoa

"Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can't forgive. Girls can forgive, but can't forget. Guys break up when they feel love from another girl. Girls break up when they feel the seperation from their man. Guys feel curiosity towards all girls. Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them. When guys are heartbroken they try to foget about the girl by going out with another girl. When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. But finally, guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last. "
--anonymous

fuuuck.

wow, hella changed. i know things would be awkward and shit, but i thought you wouldnt be that type of person to treat someone different just cause they like you. its not like im gonna change and try to do shit. i had a feeling that things COULD be awkward. but i never imagined it. i thought, things would be the same. and we could act like nothing happened. like, you dont know. but i guess i thought wrong.


wow, so paullyn and i chilled again. had like a cry fest. ahah! dont trip chocolate chip! im here for you(=

last dance,

FML! i had to fucking tell you. im so bummed out. i was having a really great time, until i saw ___. FMLFMLFML! whatever, i was just sad. oh, and i guess now you know i like you. whatever, at least you know now. i dont even know how you feel, so i guess we'll just see. mk, BYE!

i havent

been blogging on here. i guess blogspot isnt really that great anymore. ahah, jozielynbalceta.tumblr.com ! blog all the time on there. but when i need stuff to say that i cant put there, cause hella people read that shit, ill come back here!

wowowowow!

FIRST FUCKING PLACE! we did! BATTLE OF THE TRIBES! we fucking owned! first place in 8 years! tears everywhere. i loved it. that was a night im never gonna forget! we got so many awards! ohmy, im so fucking happy! smiling forever! battle of the tribes was a blast. for those of you who didnt join because you though it was boring.. well look where we are now! FIRST PLACE! AHHH, ima be saying this up until next year! FIRST PLACE FIRST PLACE FIRST PLAAAAAAAAAACE! ahhhhh (= it was soooo freaking hot inside! so many people! fun games! great dancers! ugh, id love to relive this night! i really would! saw ken tran! he flew in from oregon, and saw him at DENNYS! &ohmy, dont even get me started with the CUTIES EVERYWHERE! ahahah(= from overfelt, fremont, ev, and idk about the other schools.. but yeah! the one from overfelt, i hella thought he was cuuuute! but, i forgot to ask for his name )= BUT, i kinda think i know it anyways! ahahha! i saw CHRISTIAN BARERRA, after how many years! last time i saw him was in 5th grade! DAAAAMN, 5 years! AHAH, and he still remembered me.. if he didnt call my name, i wouldnt have EVER notice it was him. HAHAH! i met people. TIFFANY is such a cute little 8th grader! this night makes me wanna be more involved with FSU, like now, i have the urge to go to FYC. AHAHHA! but i doubt ill go.. maybe this tuesday? (;

SCHS KAPAMILYA, you guys are truly the best! days with you just seem to make my days, my week! you guys put a smile on my face, and im glad to call you guys my kapaa! last night was one of my best nights! thanks! this year was the best, thanks to you guys! I LAAAHBS MY KAPAAAA<3

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAAAY!

so getting ready, cleaning the house up a bit. having a party? haha, i dont even know! but people are coming, and lots of food, and YEAAH. so i say its a party. mk, well.. be back later.

mk, LAAAATE

(=

ohhmaan! something happened today, that made me have a big smile on my face. HAHAH! im pretty sure mariel knows. whoever else wants to know, ask me!(; ill tell you! hahah, cause its kind of a secret! haha, so yeaah! but if you read this, and you can tell im talking about you.. THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU! =) =) =) =) =) =)

this is sooo cute! (=